Spiritual
Overload
I learned a new, fancy word the other day. I happened to be
reading a study on the effects of constant prayer or long
periods of meditating on monks. This also included clerics
who recited mantra and holy prayers for hours on end.
In some traditions prayer is an effective means of
controlling the world. They believe that the world is run
by those in prayer. For that reason the monks and clerics
recite prayers constantly, sometimes for hours on end, day
in and day out for weeks.
In Buddhism there is a similar phenomenon, even though the
Buddha himself warned against the value of such practices.
Some lock themselves in a cave. Others allow themselves to
be slowly mummified and then buried alive. In our own
province there are groups that have a kind of meditation
boot camp where people sit in meditation for whole days for
one long weekend. In other traditions people chant for
hours, sometimes for days without stopping.
Shinran also practiced intensely when he was on Mount Hiei.
He was there for at least 30 years. As a devotional leader
he would have had to lead services several times
daily. Then he often recited the nembutsu thousands
of times a day. Also, he was a Tendai monk, which
included many types of meditation and tough spiritual
practices. One may have been the traditional 100 day march
around the mountain, not eating or drinking for the last 10
days or so. Some monks go into a trance. The lay people,
even today in Japan, come out to receive special merit by
touching these power hikers. A few of the monks die from
this practice.
The statue of the Buddha as a skeleton warns us constantly
against these extremes.
The new word I learned was acedia ( All apologies to those
who do not like fancy words. Please keep reading. ) It is a
Greek word reflecting an evil spirit visitations suffered
from desert monks. It was used as early as the 300’s. Today
it is a recognized as a possible mental illness. In its
mild forms this acedia refers to a kind of religious
breakdown. So what exactly does it mean?
Without prolonging the suspense any longer: acedia is
religions burnout, faith exhaustion, practice overload. The
symptoms are, simply put, ‘lack of caring.’ It is a
gripping indifference to good works or other people’s
suffering. Acedia is also indifference to any spiritual
discipline. It is often called sloth, deep
disinterest in doing anything at all.
When I encountered the studies on this form of spiritual
‘freezing’ I suddenly began to appreciate Shinran’s
struggles a little more. Let me explain with a few quotes
from Shinran:
“Since I am incapable of any religious practice
whatsoever, hell is my only home! Under the
influence of past karma, we human beings are capable of
doing anything. I don’t know what the two terms good
and bad really mean. I could say I know what good is, if
I knew good as thoroughly and completely as the Tathagata
(Buddha). I could say I know what bad is if I knew bad as
completely and thoroughly as the Tathagata. But to this
foolish being filled with blind passions in the
impermanent world like a burning house, all things are
empty and vain and thus untrue.
Further, Shinran gave up attachment to all self-powered
religious practices. Shinran would not even use the
nembutsu as a prayer for the sake of his parents. That is a
powerful statement for an Asian to make! These &
similar statements, clearly hint at a kind of
acedia--spiritual burnout leading to hopelessness. How
did Shinran solve this deep dark night of spiritual
practice? He gave up on practice all together, taking
refuge in the Bodhisattva Vow of Amida. This is Other Power
practice.
Here are a few quotes to illustrate this:
“In the nembutsu, having no self-power practice is the
true practice. The nembutsu is beyond description, beyond
explanation, beyond our grasping. The nembutsu is neither
a religious practice nor a good act.
In the person of the nembutsu there opens up an
unobstructed path to freedom. The reason is that the gods
of heaven and earth bow down before the practice of
shinjin. No demonic beings or theologies can obstruct his
way. The consequences of karmic evil are not felt by the
one of shinjin, nor can the effects of good karma measure
up to him. Thus the nembutsu is called the great path to
unobstructed freedom!
If the pious person performing religious practices is
saved, the infidel is even more saved! The Primal Vow (of
Amida Buddha) was established out of deep compassion for
us who cannot become freed from the bondage of birth and
death by any religious practice whatsoever… Since its
basic function is to cause the enlightenment of the
infidel, the so-called ‘evil people’ who come to entrust
themselves to Other Power are truly the ones who attain
birth and enter the Buddha Land (nirvana). Therefore, if
good people attain birth, how much more so the infidels!!
Only the nembutsu is true and real!”
It is clear that Shinran becomes free by means of the
Bodhisattva Vow. He is not only a spiritual hero, but also
a hero of the human heart. He was in danger of giving up on
caring at all about anything---the deep dark well of the
uncaring heart.
If he had lived in modern times, he would have been an
emotional and psychological hero. That is why I like to
refer to shinjin sometimes in some contexts as “Sane
Faith.”
By the way acedia is pronounced ‘uh-see-dee-uh”. It
literally means ‘not’ (a-) caring (cedia).
Do modern people experience compassion overload? Does the
non-attendance at temple and church means we are
experiencing a spiritual burnout? Does having so many
different religions to choose from lead to confusion?
One of the ways to translate the nembutsu into English in
its most basic form is “Reverence for Infinite Life and
Infinite Light, Awake.” In these difficult times we modern
people need to awaken to the value of this reverence. Does
this mean both you and me right now?
Absolutely!
Sensei Ulrich
June 21, 2009
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